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  <title>~0~FanFiction Index~0~</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(255, 0, 255);&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: large;&quot;&gt;Nishikido Ryo &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(204, 153, 255);&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: large;&quot;&gt;X &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(0, 204, 255);&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: large;&quot;&gt;Ueda Tatsuya&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(255, 102, 0);&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 255, 0);&quot;&gt;Untitled&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://shobe12.livejournal.com/3428.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 255, 0);&quot;&gt;part 1&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 255, 0);&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://shobe12.livejournal.com/3880.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 255, 0);&quot;&gt;part 2&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 255, 0);&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://shobe12.livejournal.com/5713.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 255, 0);&quot;&gt; Music Room &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 255, 0);&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://shobe12.livejournal.com/8455.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 255, 0);&quot;&gt;sequel to music room&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 255, 0);&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <description>Title:&amp;nbsp; &amp;quot;music room&amp;quot; sequel&lt;br /&gt;Author: &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_shobe12&apos; lj:user=&apos;shobe12&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://shobe12.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://shobe12.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;shobe12&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Beta:&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_ayaryo&apos; lj:user=&apos;ayaryo&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://ayaryo.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://ayaryo.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;ayaryo&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Characters/Pairing: Ryoda, jinda&lt;br /&gt;Genre: romance, angst &lt;br /&gt;Rating: G&lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: I don&amp;rsquo;t own them.&lt;br /&gt;Summary: sequel to &lt;a href=&quot;http://shobe12.livejournal.com/5713.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;&amp;quot;music room&amp;quot;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;a/n: 1. This is my 2nd fic.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; 2. comments are certainly loved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;After the said incident at the music room, Tatsuya and Ryo was always together.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;They came to school together, have their lunch together and even go home together. They became best friends and Ryo falls for Tatsuya more and more, every time they spend their time together. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After a quite some time, Ryo thinks that Tatsuya would probably had fallen in love with him, so he confess again.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Tatsuya, I already said I love you, a million times actually, aren&amp;rsquo;t you going to reply me back? Don&amp;rsquo;t you love me?&amp;quot; Ryo asks.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;On the other hand, Tatsuya just stare at him and says; &amp;quot;Please, don&amp;rsquo;t rush me Ryo, I&amp;rsquo;m not sure yet, but I have a question for you.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;What is it?&amp;quot; Ryo asks. &amp;quot;Why do you love me?&amp;quot; Tatsuya finally asks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo stared at Tatsuya, and he seems to debating with himself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Honestly?&amp;quot; Ryo asks and soon after Tatsuya nods in response.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;The truth is, I saw my mother in you when you were playing the piano. You see, my mother was a pianist. Ever since I was young, she travelled around the world for concerts and events I didn&amp;rsquo;t get to spend time with her. But I do love her, since, she&apos;s my mom of course, I dreamt of having a wife who is a pianist but, I didn&apos;t like the people who asked me out for dates&amp;hellip;but when I saw you, I knew I needed to protect you and love you for the rest of my life.&amp;quot; Ryo says, with teary eyes. Tatsuya hugged him from the back, eyes teary as well&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;I know I&amp;rsquo;m being girly, but thank you, for thinking that way and for opening up to me.&amp;quot; Tatsuya says &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Should I say it?&apos; Tatsuya debates with himself. &amp;quot;Ryo, I may not be the best and I am not your mother, but I&amp;rsquo;ll try to love you, as much as you love me. I love you too, Ryo.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo smiles and pulls Tatsuya towards him. Now standing facing each other, Ryo looks into his eyes and says &amp;ldquo;I love you, I&amp;rsquo;ll try my best to be the best for you&amp;hellip;no, I&amp;hellip;I&amp;rsquo;ll make you the happiest person on earth.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;Then for the first time, Ryo kisses Tatsuya&apos;s lips. After the kiss, they embrace each other and Tatsuya says &amp;quot;Ryo, I trust in you. You won&amp;rsquo;t hurt me right?&amp;quot; &lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Of course, I won&amp;rsquo;t hurt you, I love you so much. I&amp;rsquo;ll make you forget that you were hurt and I won&amp;rsquo;t let anyone hurt you anymore&amp;quot; Ryo says, Tatsuya cries soon after.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Little did they know, a pair of eyes was watching them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;(Next day, history class)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo and Tatsuya were walking down the hall heading to their history classroom. When they arrived, no one was there except for Mr. Naoito,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;I can see you finally moved on, did you already forget about Jin and his death? Its your fault he isn&amp;rsquo;t here anymore, you don&amp;rsquo;t have the right to be happy.&amp;quot; Mr.Naoito says without looking at them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya just stares at his brother and cries. Ryo looks at Mr.Naoito and back at Tatsuya and then says &lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Naoito-san, don&amp;rsquo;t you think its time for him to move on? Whatever your brother is doing it right now, you can never bring someone back to life, even by taunting your brother.&amp;quot; Ryo pulls Tatsuya out of the room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He then took him to the school rooftop and hugs him tight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Its okay, just cry! You can cry all you want now, but promise me you won&amp;rsquo;t cry tomorrow. Well go through this together.&amp;quot; Ryo whispers to Tatsuya. Tatsuya hugs him back and cries.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo sits on the balcony and made Tatsuya sits on his lap and just hugs him.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Thank you Ryo&amp;quot; Tatsuya kisses Ryo, who of course, kisses him back with much passion. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When they were walking home that in the evening someone calls for Tatsuya; his classmate tells him to go to their bulletin board. After they got there, Ryo and Tatsuya were both surprised to see their pictures in the music room, rooftop, and the history class room. Pictures of them hugging, holding hands, looking at each other, and...kissing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Who could have done this? This is private, they shouldn&apos;t be taking picture of us like that.&amp;quot; Tatsuya says, as he looks at Ryo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo on the other hand didn&apos;t speak, he just looks at the pictures and he was turning red&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Why would they do this? Why are they on us?&apos; Ryo questions in his mind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He just holds Tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s hand tighter because he is just being mad. Mad at the person who did this. &lt;br /&gt;Mad at the person who kept hurting them. But he won&amp;rsquo;t leave it at that &amp;quot;Tatsuya, I will find the person&lt;br /&gt;who did this and make him, moments like this shouldn&apos;t be published&amp;quot; Ryo says, looking at Tatsuya.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya smiles at him and pulls him towards the pictures &lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Ryo, lets just keep this pictures, let go of the people who did this, I like some of the pictures, come on, its ok, when we find him, lets just ask him why.&amp;rdquo; Tatsuya says and starts taking down the pictures.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;But Tatsuya, aren&apos;t you mad?&amp;quot; Ryo asks. &lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;No, I&amp;rsquo;m not really mad but I am disappointed wit this, yes, they&amp;rsquo;re kind of mean, spying on us.&amp;quot; Tatsuya says while smiling. He saw the picture when Ryo confessed to him. Ryo looks at the picture and smiles.&lt;br /&gt;Later, he takes down some of the pictures too, after they&apos;re done, they heads towards their favorite&lt;br /&gt;Room; &amp;quot;the music room&amp;quot;. Tatsuya sits on the piano chair and puts the pictures on the piano one by one and looks at them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Tatsuya you look so cute here, hugging me like this&amp;quot; Ryo says, Tatsuya was about to reply when Mr. Naoito and their classmate, Reio, Jin&amp;rsquo;s brother burst in the room. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;You shouldn&amp;rsquo;t have another relationship after what you did to my brother. You killed him!&amp;quot; Reio shouts at the couple, later he smiles &amp;quot;But I won&amp;rsquo;t allow this, I&amp;rsquo;ll tell your parents Nishikido-san, and they&apos;ll bring you back to Osaka when I show them these pictures.&amp;quot; Reio finishes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya stands up and says &amp;quot;Reio, you did this? Why? I thought you&apos;ll always be my friend! You promised me at the funeral.&amp;quot; Tatsuya was now close to tears and really confuse.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Tatsuya, I told you, you don&amp;rsquo;t have the right to be happy.&amp;quot; Naoito says coldly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya and Ryo look at each other then Tatsuya cries. Ryo stands up and pull Tatsuya to stand behind his back says &amp;quot;I told you I won&amp;rsquo;t let anyone hurt you and I&amp;rsquo;ll protect you.&amp;quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Enough!&amp;quot; both Naoito and Reio shout.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Is this how Jin would want it? Will he hurt me if I forget him? Will he not understand me? That&amp;rsquo;s not the Jin that I know of.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya says then he looks at Reio and Naoito &amp;quot;I had enough of this, I don&amp;rsquo;t want to do this anymore. I give up.&amp;rdquo; Tatsuya states then he look at Ryo.&amp;quot;Ryo, lets end this, they just won&amp;rsquo;t stop, we&amp;rsquo;ll never be happy when they&apos;re like this. Just remember I love you very much&amp;quot; Tatsuya says to Ryo and kisses him. &lt;br /&gt;Then he got out of the room. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo walks toward Reio and Naoito, &amp;quot;I thought you people should understand the most, but then you can&amp;rsquo;t even forgive him for an accident that he didn&apos;t even want to happen. Jin and I love Tatsuya very much, we want him to be happy, but you have to these stupid things and make him feel worthless. Jin must be really mad at both of you right now for hurting the one he love. I know he won&amp;rsquo;t forgive you, because I won&amp;rsquo;t&amp;quot; he said and punch both Reio and Naoito.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Today, I lost the person I really love but I&amp;rsquo;ll get him back! Whether you like it or not. Got it?&amp;quot; Ryo says. Just when he was about to run after Tatsuya, &amp;quot;Nishikido-kun, do you really love my brother? Would you risk everything to protect him? Even losing your family?&amp;rdquo; Naoito asks. Ryo stands before him &amp;quot;I love him very much that I could give up everything just to be with him.&amp;quot; Ryo says.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Then, you&amp;rsquo;re free, both of you. Jin would really be happy knowing that somebody loves my brother, as you love him, ne~ Reio.&amp;quot; Naoito says as he looks at Jin&amp;rsquo;s brother. Reio just nod and says &amp;quot;Take care of our Tat-chan and tell him I&amp;rsquo;m sorry.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Me too, tell him I&amp;rsquo;m sorry and I won&amp;rsquo;t bother your relationship anymore; tell him I&amp;rsquo;m sorry for everything I did, and I love him very much&amp;quot; Naoito says slowly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I know he&apos;ll forgive you two, thank you for realizing what had happened was not his fault and that he has the right to be happy, just like everyone else.&amp;quot; Ryo says and runs after Tatsuya. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He searches every room in the building but the other boy was not there, then he hears someone walking behind him, he turns around and a lady was standing there &amp;quot;Ne~ Nishikido - kun, hen my brother have problems, I know where he goes to. Have you tried the cemetery?&amp;quot; the lady says &amp;quot;Ueda Mai&amp;hellip;you&amp;rsquo;re Tatsuya&apos;s sister. Thank you very much!&amp;quot; Ryo says and runs to his car.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He drive until he arrives at the cemetery and walks until he reaches Jins&amp;rsquo; grave. Someone was sitting in front of it. &amp;quot;Ne~Jin, how are you? I know you&amp;rsquo;re ok. Jin are you mad, that I&amp;rsquo;m happy with another person? Jin, I finally found him, he takes care of me and he loves me, he really is a great person, you know I like him too, I really love him. But, my brother and Reio are making it hard, I want to be with Ryo all the time, he makes me really happy but then...&amp;quot; Tatsuya says slowly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Can&amp;rsquo;t you fight them? You love me right? Why did you let me go?&amp;quot;Ryo says, he was now standing behind Tatsuya. &amp;quot;Akanishi Jin-san, I&amp;rsquo;m Nishikido Ryo, and I really love Ueda Tatsuya, I promise I&amp;rsquo;ll make him happy as long as we both live.&amp;quot; Ryo says.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Ryo, how did you know I was here?&amp;quot; Tatsuya asks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Your sister told me. Tatsuya, we&amp;rsquo;re free now. They apologized for what they did to you, and they just want you to be happy. Would you want to happy with me?&amp;quot; Ryo says. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya stands up and faces Ryo.&amp;quot;Ryo, this is Jin, my best friend. Jin this is Ryo and I&amp;rsquo;m going to be happy with him, ne~, I know you&apos;ll watch us from above.&amp;quot; Tatsuya says and smiles at Jin&amp;rsquo;s gave and Ryo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Ryo, I love you, thank you very much for being here with me.&amp;quot; Tatsuya says and kisses him on the lips and Ryo kisses him back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;And their love last forever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;a name=&apos;cutid1-end&apos;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 25 Aug 2009 14:25:12 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Title: &amp;quot;Music Room&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;Author: shobe12 &lt;br /&gt;Beta: ayaryo&lt;br /&gt;Characters/Pairing: Ryoda, jinda&lt;br /&gt;Genre: romance, angst &lt;br /&gt;Rating: G&lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: I don&amp;rsquo;t own them.&lt;br /&gt;Summary:Tatsuya lost her lover years before, and never tried to move on. But then, a certain someone came into the picture&lt;br /&gt;a/n: 1. This is my 2nd fic.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; 2. comments are certainly loved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Ueda Tatsuya is a University student, he is very good looking, boys and girls are always mesmerize by his beauty.&lt;br /&gt;He is well known for winning 3 times in a music competition, he plays the piano beautifully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When he was in high school, soon after he won his last competition, his lover died; one of those people in his life who understands him.&lt;br /&gt;His name was Akanishi Jin. In high school they were always together, they&apos;ve been friends ever since Tatsuya transferred to Jin&apos;s school.&lt;br /&gt;Jin and Tatsuya fell in love instantly. &lt;br /&gt;And Tatsuya thought he&amp;rsquo;ll never forget about his dead lover in his life.&lt;br /&gt;That was until; he met a transferred student in his department, a guy with the name of Nishikido Ryo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nishikido Ryo came from Osaka. &lt;br /&gt;When you look at him, he looks all nice and sweet; but his personality is the total opposite.&lt;br /&gt;He&amp;rsquo;s mean, he says things without even thinking, but deep down, it was just a cover, so that no one would have the nerve to threaten him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo was walking along the university corridor to his classroom, running late on his 1st day when he accidentally bumped into someone &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Ahhh&amp;hellip;will you watch where you&amp;rsquo;re going?&amp;quot; Ryo said &amp;quot;I&amp;rsquo;m sorry, but you&amp;rsquo;re the one who bumped into to me first.&amp;quot; the guy said &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;I&amp;rsquo;m going to be late for class, and it&amp;rsquo;s your fault!&amp;quot; Ryo shouted &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;My fault? Your were already late, before I even bump into you.&amp;quot; the other guy said back. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Fine! Would you just tell me where room 309 is?&amp;quot; Ryo asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other looked at Ryo&apos;s class schedule and said; &amp;quot;Follow me, I&amp;rsquo;ll show you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;When they arrived at the said room; the guy said &amp;quot;Room 309.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Thank you, by the way, I&amp;rsquo;m Nishikido Ryo, I just transferred here. You are?&amp;quot; Ryo introduced himself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other smiled at him and said; &amp;quot;Ueda Tatsuya, and apparently we are in the same class. Let&amp;rsquo;s go in or we&apos;ll be in trouble.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya opened the door and everyone looked at him, even the professor. &amp;quot;Finally it was nice of you to join us Ueda-san.&amp;quot; Mr.Naoito greeted him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;I&amp;rsquo;m sorry for being late sir, I got stuck in the traffic. It won&amp;rsquo;t happen again.&amp;rdquo; Tatsuya apologized.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Okay, take your seat. Even though you&amp;rsquo;ve won 3 times and you&amp;rsquo;re a champion, I won&amp;rsquo;t treat you differently from your classmates.&amp;quot; Mr.Naoito said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya sat down on the nearest seat available and Ryo sat next to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;He&amp;rsquo;s kind of mean, isn&apos;t he?&amp;quot; Ryo said &amp;quot;He&amp;rsquo;s just like that, he just hates me&amp;hellip;&amp;quot; Tatsuya stated.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(After class)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Ueda-san, stay after class.&amp;quot; Mr.Naoito said after everybody was gone. &lt;br /&gt;And Tatsuya stayed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Tatsuya, don&amp;rsquo;t ever come in late again, they will think that I treat you better.&amp;quot; Mr.Naoito said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Gomen, aniki.&amp;quot; Tatsuya answered. Naoito looked at his little brother and said; &amp;quot;It&amp;rsquo;s ok, just don&amp;rsquo;t let it happen again, you can go now.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya nodded and left. Just then Ryo entered the room and said; &amp;quot;Sir, he&amp;rsquo;s your brother but you treat him like his no one to you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;You shouldn&amp;rsquo;t care how I treat my brother!&amp;quot; Naoito said back, just then Tatsuya returned and calmed his brother down &amp;quot;Aniki, gomenasai! We&amp;rsquo;ll be leaving now. Nishikido-san, let&amp;rsquo;s go!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya and Ryo were walking down the hallway when Tatsuya reminded the other man;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Ryo, I want to thank you for what you did, but you really didn&apos;t have to that. I can take care of myself.&amp;rdquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo looked at him &amp;quot;I was just trying to help,&amp;quot; Ryo said &amp;quot;You&amp;rsquo;re just making it worse. He will hate me more.&amp;quot; Tatsuya sighed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo looked at him and asked; &amp;quot;Why does he hate you?&amp;quot; Tatsuya looked back at him but said nothing so Ryo repeated his question.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Because I killed his best friend! It was my fault that he died.&amp;quot; Tatsuya said and walked away without looking at him.&lt;br /&gt;Ryo was left there dumbfounded.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Several days later)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo studied about Tatsuya more and seemed to learn many things about him, like;&lt;br /&gt;His name is Ueda Tatsuya, 18 years old, son of one of the richest peoples in Japan. Have 2 other siblings, Ueda Naoito and Ueda Mai, Tatsuya was very close to his sister, Mai because she was the only one who accepted him&lt;br /&gt;And Naoito, he was mad at him because like what Tatsuya said; he killed his best friend; a guy with the name of Akanishi Jin.&lt;br /&gt;Jin was Tatsuya&apos;s lover. They dated during their high schooldays; back when Tatsuya was a cheerful young boy. &lt;br /&gt;Jin, his lover, died while driving, on his way to the hall where Tatsuya was having his competition, which he later won; after he crushed into a truck.&lt;br /&gt;He was in a hurry, got crashed and died instantly.&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya blamed himself for his death, even though it was purely an accident and his brother blamed him too.&lt;br /&gt;He never tried to move on or try to be in another relationship.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(History class)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya sat in his usual seat; at the front while Ryo beside him.&lt;br /&gt;Ryo was most likely staring at Tatsuya, &amp;quot;Ne~ Tatsuya, can we talk?&amp;quot; Ryo whispered.&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya didn&apos;t reply to what he said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(After class)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Tatsuya, let&amp;rsquo;s have some coffee?&amp;quot; Ryo invited but Tatsuya just ignored him and didn&apos;t bulge, Ryo got frustrated, he grabbed Tatsuya&apos;s wrist and dragged him out of the room, into the parking lot. There, he shoved Tatsuya into his car and buckled the seatbelt for the other, got in and drove to his apartment.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;When Ryo took a look at Tatsuya, he saw that the other was now close to tears and very afraid.&lt;br /&gt;But they didn&apos;t say anything, until they reached Ryo&apos;s apartment complex; &lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;I&amp;rsquo;m sorry. I just- really want to talk to you, but you just snob me.&amp;quot; Ryo said and unbuckle his and Tatsuya&apos;s seatbelt.&lt;br /&gt;They got out of the car and Ryo lead Tatsuya into his apartment, he made Tatsuya sit on the couch while he prepared some tea for them. When Ryo returned, he sat on the couch, but not near Tatsuya.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;I just want to talk to you, I&amp;rsquo;ve learned something about you, can you confirm it?&amp;quot; Ryo asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya looked at him and nodded. He then said; &amp;quot;What did you learned about me? Why do you care so much?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo looked at him with piercing eyes and said; &amp;quot;It&amp;rsquo;s not your fault that your lover died, it was an accident, it can&amp;rsquo;t be helped.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya looked at him with wide eyes and yelled; &amp;quot;You don&amp;rsquo;t know anything! Stay out of it and stay out of my life!&amp;quot; and Tatsuya left him, running and crying.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Why does he have to be hard on himself?&apos;Ryo thought &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That night, neither Tatsuya nor Ryo sleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Next day in history class)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya didn&apos;t show up in class and Ryo got really worried, so he started asking his classmates where Tatsuya usually hangs out at. They told him &amp;quot;Music Room&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo ran through the halls until he reached the music room, &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then he saw the most beautiful scene in the world, Tatsuya playing the piano; his eyes close, Ryo got hypnotized with the person in front of him and suddenly whispered &amp;quot;I love you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then Ryo approached Tatsuya, sat by his side and took Tatsuya&apos;s hand in his and looked at him in the eyes and said; &amp;quot;I&amp;rsquo;ll protect you, I love you. Will you trust me?&amp;quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tatsuya took hold of his hands and said&amp;rsquo; &amp;quot;I&amp;rsquo;m not in love with you yet, but I will try to trust you, and thank you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;Ryo kissed him on the forehead and hugged him and said &amp;quot;Thank you, Tatsuya.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~o~ owari ~o~.&lt;a name=&apos;cutid1-end&apos;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 14 Apr 2009 15:37:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>My Dog.</title>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;span&gt;My Dog is in the hospital, right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im really scared that he might die.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the doctor said that he might die because his deceases is at its worst stage.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im really praying that he&apos;ll recover.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve been crying the whole day, i feel that im so irresponsible. That i didn&apos;t took care of him.&lt;br /&gt;i feel that i should have done better. that its all my fault that happen to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love him so much!&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my eyes are very red right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and I&apos;ve been praying that he&apos;ll recover soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/shobe12/pic/00001c70/&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;img border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; style=&quot;width: 146px; height: 110px;&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/shobe12/pic/00001c70/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;span&gt; that&apos;s my dog and me his name is noah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hope u guys pray for him too, i&apos;ll really appreciate it. Thank You.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;and ill finally start working this summer, i need the money to go traveling next summer :)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;a name=&apos;cutid1-end&apos;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: larger;&quot;&gt;&lt;span&gt;*im sorry about this, my heart just want to explode right now because of sadness.*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 15 Mar 2009 15:50:14 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Title: untitled&amp;nbsp; (part 2 of 2)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Author: shobe12 &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Characters/Pairing: Ryoda, Ryopi friendhip&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Genre: romance, death&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Rating: GP I think?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Disclaimer: I don&amp;rsquo;t own them.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Summary: will death part us from the one we love? (I sucked at summaries XD)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a/n: 1. This is my first fic so don&amp;rsquo;t expect too much.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;2. comments are certainly loved.&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; 3. im not good with titles:)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Untitled&quot;&gt;&lt;o:smarttagtype namespaceuri=&quot;urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags&quot; name=&quot;State&quot;&gt;&lt;/o:smarttagtype&gt;&lt;o:smarttagtype namespaceuri=&quot;urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags&quot; name=&quot;place&quot;&gt;&lt;/o:smarttagtype&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;(Date)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;Ryo arrived at tat-chan&amp;rsquo;s house exactly 8 pm and knock when tat-chan got out of the house he said &amp;ldquo;ryo-chan ikou?&amp;rdquo; ryo just nod and took his hand and hold it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;(At the Italian&amp;nbsp; restaurant) &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;They sat across each other &amp;ldquo;what would you like to eat tat-chan?&amp;rdquo; ryo ask and the the waiter came &amp;ldquo;sir, are you ready to order?&amp;rdquo; the waiter asked &amp;ldquo;hm, hai. Ill have have a carbonara and ice tea please.&amp;rdquo; Tat-chan said &amp;ldquo;ill have the same.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said as they waited for their food they started talking &amp;ldquo;do you like pastas?&amp;rdquo; ryo asked &amp;ldquo;hn. I love pastas. You?&amp;rdquo; tat-chan answered &amp;ldquo;I like ramen. I don&amp;rsquo;t really like Italian food but its ok.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said tat-chan become somewhat sad and said &amp;ldquo;you should have said so.&amp;rdquo; &amp;ldquo;I said its ok.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said &amp;ldquo;but its not! That&amp;rsquo;s why you ordered the same food as mine. Ne~ can we eat after this? Ramen?&amp;rdquo; tat-chan said smiling ryo smiled and nod and said &amp;ldquo;ill be happy o take you there.&amp;rdquo;&amp;nbsp; Then they just talked about there school-work-family after they ate everything they ordered &amp;ldquo;ne~ lets go!&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Let&amp;rsquo;s eat ramen.&amp;rdquo; Tat-chan said happily with a very cute smile &amp;lsquo;I just can&amp;rsquo;t help falling in love with him&amp;rsquo; ryo thought &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;ne ryo-chan~ ikou?&amp;rdquo; tat-chan said ryo then smiled &amp;ldquo;ok lets go! In the best ramen house in the guide book.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said&amp;nbsp; tatsuya just nod and smiled while walking o the taxi tatsuya tripped and ryo catch him but both of them fell and ended up &amp;ldquo;kissing!&amp;rdquo; tatsuya and ryo&amp;rsquo;s eyes became really wide because their both shock that when they got a hold of their self they didn&amp;rsquo;t talk at all &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Tatsuya became kind of sad so he thought to break the silence and said &amp;ldquo;ryo im sorry!&amp;rdquo; &amp;ldquo;You shouldn&amp;rsquo;t be sorry. I should be saying that I mean I kiss you! And im sorry the truth is I like you! I would love to do tat again-&amp;rdquo; ryo stop and stared at tatsuya who was laughing. &amp;ldquo;I didn&amp;rsquo;t know you could talk that fast ehehe&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said while laughing beautifully &amp;lsquo;are you sure your not a girl&amp;rsquo; ryo thought &amp;ldquo;ryo? What are you thinking?&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;m thinking why didn&amp;rsquo;t I meet you long ago? Why only now?&amp;rdquo; ryo said seriously&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Hmm... Maybe we&amp;rsquo;ve met before. But we just didn&amp;rsquo;t notice each other? Ne~&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said and ryo just stared at him and said &amp;ldquo;and why in the world I didn&amp;rsquo;t notice such a beautiful person like you? I must be crazy?&amp;rdquo; tatsuya just smiled innocently &amp;lsquo;why does he look so cute&amp;rsquo; ryo thought.&amp;nbsp; Ryo didn&amp;rsquo;t know what to say instead he kissed tatsuya for the 2&lt;sup&gt;nd&lt;/sup&gt; time and this time they both responded to the kiss. After that kiss both of them are smiling &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;I want you to be the happiest person when im with you, not only when I&amp;rsquo;m with you even when were apart, always be happy!&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said ryo&amp;rsquo;s heart become touched without knowing he already hugged tatsuya and tatsuya cried &amp;ldquo;please don&amp;rsquo;t cry!&amp;rdquo; ryo said. &amp;ldquo;Im just very happy, you make me feel very special! Don&amp;rsquo;t ever leave me. Promise?&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said ryo and tatsuya smiled at each other and hugged again. While eating at the ramen shop their talk is full of laughter full of promises. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;After that ryo escorted tatsuya back home when they arrived all the lights are close &amp;ldquo;I think I should go back to the hotel.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said &amp;ldquo;no, you can sleep here. Since it&amp;rsquo;s late. You can sleep in the sofa?&amp;rdquo; tat-chan said &amp;ldquo;ok... I guess since it&amp;rsquo;s late.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said once they were inside ryo look at tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s eyes deeply and began caressing tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s cheeks and he started bringing his face closer to tatsuya and tatsuya closed his eyes for approval their lips touch for how many times their begging to love the feeling of their touches. Tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s arms now are encircled around ryo&amp;rsquo;s neck and ryo&amp;rsquo;s hand rested in tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s small waist. Tatsuya began to speak while their kissing &amp;ldquo;ryo-i-will-love-you-forever&amp;rdquo; ryo smiled and said &amp;ldquo;I-love-you-tatsuya-with-all-my-heart&amp;rdquo; tatsuya smiled and felt dizzy and passed out. &amp;ldquo;Tatsuya wake up! What happened&amp;rdquo; ryo said panicking ryo carried tatsuya to his bed and called pi told him that there going to meet at Johann hospital because tatsuya passed out.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;(At the hospital)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Pi~ I don&amp;rsquo;t know what happen he just collapsed.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said sobbing yamapi just hugged his friend started patting his back and kept telling him that everything&amp;rsquo;s going to be ok. The doctor came out of the clinic and said &amp;ldquo;nishikido-kun, ueda-san have the final stage of cancer. He might die soon. I&amp;rsquo;m giving him 5 days the cancer cells are all over his body im sorry we can&amp;rsquo;t save him. I already told him and tanaka-san before to have medication but he just wouldn&amp;rsquo;t. Im very sorry.&amp;rdquo; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Yamapi and ryo just bowed and said thank you after that they went to tat-chans room. &amp;ldquo;Hey~&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said weakly &amp;ldquo;are you ok? Do you need something?&amp;rdquo; yamapi asked tat-chan just smiled while ryo just looked at him &amp;ldquo;your going to leave me too, aren&amp;rsquo;t you? Just like my parents&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said without looking at ryo. Ryo started walking toward tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s bed and sat at the edge and started caressing tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s cheeks &amp;ldquo;of course not, I wont ever leave you, even if you asked me too, I love you that much.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said and a single tear fell from his eyes. Tat-chan smiled and said &amp;ldquo;thank you!&amp;rdquo; ryo kissed his forehead and said &amp;ldquo;ill be back. &lt;st1:place w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;&lt;st1:state w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;Ill&lt;/st1:state&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; just buy something. Pi will stay here with you.&amp;rdquo; yamapi just nod at ryo while he exited. When ryo left yamapi sat beside tat-chan and said &amp;ldquo;your going to be okay..&amp;rdquo; tatsuya nods his head and smiled tatsuya&amp;nbsp; reach for the drawer besides his bed and said &amp;ldquo;ne pi~ can I ask a favor?&amp;rdquo; yamapi just nod &amp;ldquo;will you give this to ryo? When death calls for me?&amp;rdquo; tat-chan said and handed him the letter &amp;ldquo;but tat-chan you aren&amp;rsquo;t going to die&amp;rdquo; yamapi said tat-chan just looked at yamapi sadly &amp;ldquo;im going to die soon, I know all about it. Ne~ just give him that ok?&amp;rdquo; tat-chan said &amp;ldquo;ok. But you wont go anytime soon right?&amp;rdquo; yamapi stated and smiled abut he started to sob and excused himself. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;After an hour ryo returned &amp;ldquo;tadaima&amp;rdquo; ryo said &amp;ldquo;okaeri&amp;rdquo; tat-chan said with a smile and yamapi is asleep. &amp;ldquo;ne~ ryo is that cake?&amp;rdquo; tatsuya asked with a smile &amp;ldquo;maybe, do you want some?&amp;rdquo; ryo asked &amp;ldquo;hai~&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said smiling ryo the set up the in tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s bed when he opened the cake their was 2 beautiful rings at the center beside the strawberries tatsuya look at ryo with questions all over his face.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Tatsuya, I love you with all my heart.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said and he got the one of the ring from the center of the cake and said &amp;ldquo;this ring bind will us forever, our love will be represented by this ring. Like this ring our love will never be at lost. Till death do us part. Until we see each other again at our next life&amp;rdquo; and he inserted the ring at tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s finger &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;Tatsuya smiled and got the other ring &amp;ldquo;ryo, I will love you forever. Death is just a word it will never separate us. Our love will be forever. For eternity. Our love will never die. &lt;st1:place w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;&lt;st1:state w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;Ill&lt;/st1:state&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; see you in our next life. I love you and I will love you forever! Always remember that.&amp;rdquo; Tatsuya said and inserted the ring in ryo&amp;rsquo;s finger after that they kissed for who knows how long. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;After that ryo always stays beside tatsuya for his medication but everyday he just got weaker and weaker.. &amp;ldquo;Ne ryo~ I want to see the sunset. Will you take me?&amp;rdquo; tatsuya asked ryo just smiled and nod and asked &amp;ldquo;do you want to go now?&amp;rdquo; &amp;ldquo;Yes&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said on the way to the roof top ryo can feel that its time. So tat-chan smiled more and ryo too. &amp;lsquo;I don&amp;rsquo;t want him to see me sad&amp;rsquo; ryo thought &amp;lsquo;I hope he wont cry&amp;rsquo; tatsuya thought while watching the sunset their hands are intertwined and tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s head lied on ryo&amp;rsquo;s shoulder tatsuya started humming .. &amp;ldquo;I love you ryo&amp;rdquo; he said &amp;ldquo;I love you too.&amp;rdquo; Ryo replied and tatsuya started humming again until the humming died ryo began to sob... the he cried loudly and hugged tatsuya for the last time. &amp;ldquo;tatsuya&amp;rdquo; ryo shouted.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;*end of flash back*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Ryo I have something to give you&amp;rdquo; yamapi said and handed ryo the letter that tatsuya gave him &amp;ldquo;when did he gave this to you?&amp;rdquo; ryo asked yamapi just smiled and told him to read it... so ryo obliged and read it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;-The letter-&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;To my dearest ryo,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Hello! If your reading this I must be gone by now. Hey don&amp;rsquo;t cry. It&amp;rsquo;s okay. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Ryo always remember our love. My love, death won&amp;rsquo;t separate us. I will always be beside you never think were apart. My love, even though our love was short I really did love you very much. I&amp;rsquo;m sorry I had to leave you. I will always love you for eternity. My love, I don&amp;rsquo;t want you to be lonely without me. P.S. - always smile and be happy! I love you! &amp;ndash;Heart- &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Ueda Tatsuya&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;After reading the letter Ryo felt good inside and once again he smiled for the one he loves.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p align=&quot;center&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;~o~ owari ~o~&lt;/p&gt;  .&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <description>&lt;o:smarttagtype name=&quot;State&quot; namespaceuri=&quot;urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags&quot;&gt;&lt;/o:smarttagtype&gt;&lt;o:smarttagtype name=&quot;City&quot; namespaceuri=&quot;urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags&quot;&gt;&lt;/o:smarttagtype&gt;&lt;o:smarttagtype name=&quot;place&quot; namespaceuri=&quot;urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags&quot;&gt;&lt;/o:smarttagtype&gt;    &lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;  &lt;p style=&quot;margin-bottom: 10pt;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Title: untitled&amp;nbsp; (part 1 of 2)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Author: shobe12 &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Characters/Pairing: Ryoda, Ryopi friendhip&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Genre: romance, death&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Rating: GP I think?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Disclaimer: I don&amp;rsquo;t own them.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Summary: will death part us from the one we love? (I sucked at summaries XD)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a/n: 1. This is my first fic so don&amp;rsquo;t expect too much.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-GB&quot; style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;2. comments are certainly loved.&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; 3. im not good with titles:)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid2&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;a name=&apos;cutid2-end&apos;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a name=&apos;cutid2-end&apos;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;He is the most beautiful person I ever saw Yamapi~ why did he left me?&amp;rdquo; Ryo ask his best friend &amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;m sorry for your loss... &amp;nbsp;everything&amp;rsquo;s going to be ok&amp;rdquo; Yamapi said &amp;ldquo;His dead... Why did the lord take hi? His a good person&amp;rdquo; Ryo said sobbing Yamapi just look at his best friend and remember their story.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;*Flash Back*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Ne pi~ can you hand me the pictures. The one I put in your bag&amp;rdquo; ryo said &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;I didn&amp;rsquo;t bring my bag.&amp;rdquo;&amp;nbsp; yamapi said ryo just stop on his track just to glare at his best friend&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;m sorry! It&amp;rsquo;s in the hotel I forgot to bring it.&amp;rdquo; Yamapi said&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;pi~ how do we know if were there if we don&amp;rsquo;t know what it looks like?huh?&amp;rdquo; ryo said half shouting then someone bump into ryo and they ended up in the floor with the boy on top of ryo and their face only an inch apart&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;The boy stand up and helped ryo and said sorry but ryo said nothing. He just stared at the beautiful person in front of him. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Anou~ I&amp;rsquo;m really sorry I didn&amp;rsquo;t mean to cause you some trouble&amp;rdquo; the beautiful boy said ryo finally got back to his senses and said &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;It&amp;rsquo;s ok. But please watch where you&amp;rsquo;re going next time.&amp;rdquo; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Hai~&amp;rdquo; the beautiful boy said and smiled &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Anou~ can you help us? By the way im Yamashita.&amp;rdquo; Yamapi said and shook his hand &amp;ldquo;Ueda Tatsuya desu. What can I help you with?&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Were looking for this caf&amp;eacute;. Its kind of old but we forgot the address&amp;rdquo; yamapi said&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Ahh... I think your looking for the caf&amp;eacute; down the street. The name of the caf&amp;eacute; is street caf&amp;eacute;. They have the best coffee.&amp;rdquo; Tatsuya said and smiled &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Hmm... thank you very you&amp;rsquo;ve been a big help&amp;rdquo; Yamapi said &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;It&amp;rsquo;s nothing. And mister im sorry again.&amp;rdquo; Tatsuya said when he faced ryo &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Its ryo. Nishikido ryo.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said and took tatsuya&amp;rsquo;s hand so he and tatsuya are now shaking each others hand while looking at each others eyes and not willing to let go of each others hand.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Ahemm&amp;rdquo; yamapi faked a coughed they let go of each others hand and smiled at each other &amp;ldquo;shyly&amp;rdquo;&amp;nbsp; &amp;ldquo;would you like to have some coffee with us then? Yamapi asked tatsuya.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Tatsuya smiled and nod and said &amp;ldquo;sure~ ill take you to the caf&amp;eacute; you&amp;rsquo;re looking for lets go.&amp;rdquo; Tatsuya said then yamapi and ryo just followed him &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Tatsuya-kun, are you from here?&amp;rdquo; yamapi asked &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Hmm hai~ I lived here. yamshita-kun and ryo-kun are you from here?&amp;rdquo; tatsuya said &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;No, were actually from &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;Tokyo&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;. Were just having our vacation.&amp;rdquo; Yamapi answered &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;you can just call me tat-chan ne~ ryo-chan, yamashita-kun&amp;rdquo; tat-chan said &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Just call him yamapi.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said and smiled they arrived at the caf&amp;eacute; and entered &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Tatsuya-kun your back! I thought you have classes?&amp;rdquo; the manager said&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Ahh&amp;hellip; tenchou. I met some people looking for the caf&amp;eacute;. My classmate just texted me saying our classes just got canceled&amp;rdquo; -&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;yamapi-ryo this is the owner tanaka-san&amp;rdquo; tat-chan said &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Hai~ Tanaka desu. What will you be having?&amp;rdquo; Tanaka said&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Well have two (2) black coffee&amp;rdquo; yamapi said&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Ok sit for awhile your order will be with you shortly&amp;rdquo; Tanaka said tat-chan helped his boss and serve the coffee&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Here you go!&amp;rdquo; tat-chan said and smiled &amp;ldquo;will you go on a date with me?&amp;rdquo; ryo ask all of a sudden tat-chan just stared at him and said &amp;ldquo;ok. Heres my address pick me up. Around 8 pm. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;&lt;st1:state w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;Ill&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:state&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt; be going now.&amp;rdquo; Tat-chan leaves the two (2) boys smiling.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;You really like him? Ne ryo-chan~&amp;rdquo; Yamapi said &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Yah. I think so.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said. Tanaka walk to the two (2) boys and said &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;If you ever hurt or even try to hurt tatsuya-kun&amp;rsquo;s feeling... I will kill you.&amp;rdquo; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;Ryo and yamapi just stared at the old man speechless.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;ve seen tatsuya-kun cried a lot. I even saw him grew up. Please just don&amp;rsquo;t hurt him... his a very good person!&amp;rdquo; Tanaka said &amp;ldquo;of course. I won&amp;rsquo;t hurt him.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said then Tanaka smiled and took his leave. &amp;ldquo;We better go. You have a date tonight.&amp;rdquo; yamapi said in a teasing voice standing up then ryo followed&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: &amp;quot;Comic Sans MS&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;ldquo;Mister Heres the pay.&amp;rdquo;yamapi said &amp;ldquo;no, it&amp;rsquo;s on the house&amp;rdquo; Tanaka said the 2 boys smiled and bowed &amp;ldquo;ne pi~ more than the caf&amp;eacute;. I think I found someone to love forever.&amp;rdquo; Ryo said seriously when they were out of the caf&amp;eacute; yamapi just smiled and nod &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;&amp;lt;/lj-cut&amp;gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 24 Dec 2008 14:54:13 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;div style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: xx-large;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(0, 255, 255);&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Merry Christmas Everyone..:)&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 102, 255);&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;h0pe y0u all have a go0d vacation &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and christmas!!:)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 15 Oct 2008 11:19:22 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The &apos;Tempting Fate&apos; meme:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. Make an LJ-cut post with &quot;DO NOT READ&quot; as the text.&lt;br /&gt;2. Do not select a &apos;mood&apos; for this post.&lt;br /&gt;3. If anyone clicks the cut, they are to comment and admit to doing so.&lt;br /&gt;4. Anyone who reads this also has to do the same in THEIR journal, thus continuing the never-ending madness..</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 21 Sep 2008 17:40:16 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>meme from &lt;a href=&quot;http://fillefranzin.livejournal.com&quot;&gt;fillefranzin&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you&apos;re on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you. I don&apos;t care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine ... you&apos;re on my list, so I want to know you better!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Comment here and repost a blank one on your own journal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?&lt;br /&gt;02) What was your dream growing up?&lt;br /&gt;03) What talent do you wish you had?&lt;br /&gt;04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?&lt;br /&gt;05) Favorite vegetable?&lt;br /&gt;06) What was the last book you read?&lt;br /&gt;07) What zodiac sign are you?&lt;br /&gt;08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.&lt;br /&gt;09) Worst Habit?&lt;br /&gt;10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?&lt;br /&gt;11) What is your favorite sport?&lt;br /&gt;12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?&lt;br /&gt;13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?&lt;br /&gt;14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?&lt;br /&gt;15) Tell me one weird fact about you.&lt;br /&gt;16) Do you have any pets?&lt;br /&gt;17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?&lt;br /&gt;18) What was your first impression of me?&lt;br /&gt;19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?&lt;br /&gt;20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?&lt;br /&gt;21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?&lt;br /&gt;22) What color eyes do you have?&lt;br /&gt;23) Ever been arrested?&lt;br /&gt;24) Bottle or can soda?&lt;br /&gt;25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?&lt;br /&gt;27) What&apos;s your favorite place to hang out at?&lt;br /&gt;28) Do you believe in ghosts?&lt;br /&gt;29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?&lt;br /&gt;30) Do you swear a lot?&lt;br /&gt;31) Biggest pet peeve?&lt;br /&gt;32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?&lt;br /&gt;33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?&lt;br /&gt;34) Favourite and least favourite food?&lt;br /&gt;35) Do you believe in God?&lt;br /&gt;36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&apos;cutid1-end&apos;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Mr. children - Hanabi</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jul 2008 12:29:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Meme</title>
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  <description>I&apos;ve been tagged by &lt;a href=&quot;http://hanny2luv.livejournal.com/&quot;&gt;hanny2luv&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs &amp; replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz &amp; those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by &amp; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;1. What are your nicknames?&lt;br /&gt;sh0be,joan,j0j0&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. What do you do before bedtime?&lt;br /&gt;listen to music..:)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. How late did you stay up last night and why?&lt;br /&gt;1 am. Watching kurosagi (all over again:p)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. What color of shirt are you wearing right now?&lt;br /&gt;green.:)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?&lt;br /&gt;introvert..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?&lt;br /&gt;l0ving s0me0ne&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7. Do you trust easily?&lt;br /&gt;n0..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do?&lt;br /&gt;What can i do? I wish for his happiness, if he&apos;s happy i&apos;m happy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?&lt;br /&gt;my psych0logy teacher..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10. Do you have a good body-image?&lt;br /&gt;.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;11. Is being tagged fun?&lt;br /&gt;kinda,..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12. What websites do you visit daily?&lt;br /&gt;Email, My Lj, crunchy, Ryoda_love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;13. Who are currently the most important people to you?&lt;br /&gt;Family and friends&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?&lt;br /&gt;a very good writer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head?&lt;br /&gt;ai no matador- newS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;16. What’s your favorite item of clothing?&lt;br /&gt;l0ng blouse..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17. What&apos;s better: to give or to receive?&lt;br /&gt;To give&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;18. What&apos;s the first thing you notice in people?&lt;br /&gt;....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;19. What items could you not go without during the day?&lt;br /&gt;ipod&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20. What should you be doing right now?&lt;br /&gt;studying, reading fics..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&apos;cutid1-end&apos;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i tag..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://junn0-mei.livejournal.com&quot;&gt;junn0-mei&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://yuyako16.livejournal.com&quot;&gt;yuyako16&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://kawaiiysa.livejournal.com&quot;&gt;kawaiiysa&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://camr-jemr.livejournal.com&quot;&gt;camr-jemr&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jun 2008 15:10:24 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>..i just saw everyone was doing it... :)</title>
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	&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;4&quot; align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.espin.com/index.php?trip=833&quot; title=&quot;eSpin the Bottle&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.espin.com/images/mash/mash_ext_title.gif&quot; alt=&quot;Behold... My Future&quot; title=&quot;Behold... My Future&quot; width=&quot;350&quot; height=&quot;150&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		&lt;td width=&quot;193&quot; style=&quot;padding-left:5px;padding-right:2px;&quot;&gt;I will marry &lt;b&gt;ueda tatsuya&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;/td&gt;
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		&lt;td width=&quot;100&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.espin.com/images/mash/mash_live_city.gif&quot; width=&quot;50&quot; height=&quot;50&quot; /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.espin.com/images/mash/mash_live_house.gif&quot; width=&quot;50&quot; height=&quot;50&quot; /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td width=&quot;193&quot; style=&quot;padding-left:5px;padding-right:2px;&quot;&gt;After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in &lt;b&gt;hawaii&lt;/b&gt; in our fabulous &lt;b&gt;Shack&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;/td&gt;
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		&lt;td width=&quot;193&quot; style=&quot;padding-left:5px;padding-right:2px;&quot;&gt;We will have &lt;b&gt;2 kid(s)&lt;/b&gt; together.&lt;/td&gt;
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		&lt;td width=&quot;100&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.espin.com/images/mash/mash_car.gif&quot; width=&quot;50&quot; height=&quot;50&quot; /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.espin.com/images/mash/mash_color.gif&quot; width=&quot;50&quot; height=&quot;50&quot; /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
		&lt;td width=&quot;193&quot; style=&quot;padding-left:5px;padding-right:2px;&quot;&gt;Our family will zoom around in a &lt;b&gt;blue ferrari&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;/td&gt;
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		&lt;td width=&quot;193&quot; style=&quot;padding-left:5px;padding-right:2px;&quot;&gt;I will spend my days as a &lt;b&gt;producer&lt;/b&gt;, and live happily ever after.&lt;/td&gt;
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  <pubDate>Sat, 26 Apr 2008 15:26:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>fanfics, last friends,</title>
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  <description>&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff00ff&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;hi!!&lt;br /&gt;everyone!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#00ffff&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#cc99ff&quot;&gt;I&apos;m doing go0d today..&lt;br /&gt;how about you guys?are you good?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#3366ff&quot;&gt;Ive been reading some great fanfics lately and Ive decided to write my 0wn..&lt;br /&gt;please watch-out for it!! now I&apos;m on my 6th page and i don&apos;t know how to finish it so&lt;br /&gt;i think its going to be l0ng..&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff99cc&quot;&gt;but n0w i will change course and I&apos;m g0ing to write my first fanfic.. &lt;br /&gt;please do wait for it for awhile.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its a romance between 2 people but s0me challenges always comes there way and they always try to fix things but the challenges never go away. w0nder hows it gonna end..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#99cc00&quot;&gt;I&apos;ve just finish watching last friends episode 2 and its great, sad, scary because of ryo&apos;s character&lt;br /&gt;but i l0ve the story-line..the story is very go0d but I&apos;m still a little confuse about some of it..&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>colbie caillat - realize</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2008 10:12:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Summer Time</title>
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  <description>0h MY!!!&lt;br /&gt;i just saw summer time PV and it was so0 cute!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the PV is so0 cute!! &lt;br /&gt;newS is l0ve!!&lt;br /&gt;the members are love!! &lt;br /&gt;Pi&apos;s voice was so0 great at the end!! &lt;br /&gt;and ryo so0 cute.. &lt;br /&gt;massu&apos;s voice is so cheerful..&lt;br /&gt;koyashige&apos;s rap was cute!!&lt;br /&gt;teshi&apos;s voice is great!&lt;br /&gt;they are really l0ve!! &lt;br /&gt;the s0ng is so0 great it has this happy,relaxing and good wave at it.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yamaPi-s0 cute and as always GREAT!!&lt;br /&gt;ry0-chan-so cute specially with his hand gestures.. so0 cute!!&lt;br /&gt;shige-so cute with the puppy!!&lt;br /&gt;koyama-so0 cute when he raps!!&lt;br /&gt;massu-was so0 cute with his sad face and happy face!!&lt;br /&gt;teshi-lo0ks so young and fresh! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~this is the summer time~</description>
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  <category>summer time</category>
  <lj:music>newS- Summer Time</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>cheerful</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 21 Apr 2008 08:13:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>about me</title>
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  <description>&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot; color=&quot;#ff00ff&quot;&gt;1st of all I&apos;m Jhoanna Andrea &lt;br /&gt;people call me shobe &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot; color=&quot;#cc99ff&quot;&gt;~Half Chinese - Half Filipina, &lt;br /&gt;~Simple &lt;br /&gt;~Cry Baby &lt;br /&gt;~Kind &lt;br /&gt;~uNdErStAnDiNg &lt;br /&gt;~lOvInG &lt;br /&gt;~sEnSiTiVe &lt;br /&gt;~Shy &lt;br /&gt;~cArInG &lt;br /&gt;~Happy Go Lucky &lt;br /&gt;~Talkative &lt;br /&gt;~sn0b? &lt;br /&gt;~i l0ve Asian Dramas&lt;br /&gt;~I&apos;m i l0ve with JE boys!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&lt;font color=&quot;#00ccff&quot;&gt;m a freshmen student taking up Public Administration&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot; color=&quot;#ff99cc&quot;&gt;I&apos;m a writer!&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;or i want to be!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;its not a hobby anymore!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strike&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#99ccff&quot;&gt;i love movie&apos;s,music,anime,manga,reading,eating,chocolate&apos;s&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;,i love everything about JE&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot; color=&quot;#cc99ff&quot;&gt;I&apos;m in l0ve with &lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot; color=&quot;#cc99ff&quot;&gt;Yamashita Tomohisa!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot; color=&quot;#ff6600&quot;&gt;(YM:jhoanna_andrea_09)&lt;br /&gt;(E-mail:jhoannaOng@gmail.com)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>newS -  Nantoka Narusa</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">newS -  Nantoka Narusa</media:title>
  <lj:mood>artistic</lj:mood>
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